Things have been going well. I finally was starting to feel like myself again. I guess I shouldn’t have let my guard down because of course when you feel like you’re two steps ahead, life knocks you three steps back. I just hope my moms okay..just yesterday she said she didn’t think her dad would make it and today we get a call that he’s gone. Even though this sucks, I know I have to be strong and not let it destroy me because for the past couple months I’ve been broken and I have to do everything I can to keep myself from being shattered.